I don't feel like myself lately
Maybe you can't even explain exactly what feels different.
♡ You're still here.
♡ Still showing up.
♡ Still doing the things that need to be done.
But somewhere between everything you're carrying and everyone
who needs something from you...
you stopped feeling very much like you.
Maybe it sounds a little like this ↓
I don't know what I like anymore.
I don't really want to talk to anyone.
Everything annoys me.
I used to be more fun.
Things I used to think were fun overstimulate me now.
I feel like I'm only somebody's mom, partner, employee, caretaker... whatever everyone needs me to be.
I don't even know what I would do with an entire day to myself.
I barely recognize the person staring back at me.
It feels like time is passing way too fast, and I'm not really enjoying—or remembering—any of it.
I have a million balls in the air and somehow feel like I'm dropping every one.
Nothing gets all of my attention.
And somehow it still feels like I'm letting everyone down.
Maybe there has just been so much taking up space that it has gotten harder to hear yourself underneath all of it.
